November 9, 2019

Today was hard. Not because of anything Judah did or how he acted, just because so many things didn’t pan out and I had to adapt on the fly. No big deal for me, but trying to make sure Judah’s needs we’re still taken care of without any clue where to take us for activities and potties and food is just tough. I think I did well though, and I’m proud of myself for how much differently I handled obstacles on this trip compared to a year ago. I’m so sorry for all of the stress and the hurt that my anger issues caused you and our family, and I know that I couldn’t have gotten to where I am with those issues without your love and help and support. Thank you for being patient with me while I figure myself out. I love you so much, and I’m continuing to try and be the best husband and friend and father that I can be. You and Judah deserve it, and so do I.

Oh, and happy birthday ;)